Lips.

I'm not abandoning this blog. Its either I ran out of idea on what to write, or I am just a lazy bastard who doesn't have a perfect life to share with everybody. Anyway, lots of things happened recently. Literally banyak. There are good things, bad things. Biasalah, life as you know it. I'm not going to update everything here. Because the fact that I'm a lazy ass told me to do so. Ha-ha. So, let me break down the topic into more detailed area.

Health & Living
I am so ashamed of myself. Ever since I arrived in Malaysia, I automatically turned into a piggy pig. You know what I mean? Like a pig, I eat a lot, I sleep a lot, I drink a lot, I don't do any exercise, I shit a lot. Lol. Seriously, what have I become? At Ireland, at least I've got exercises to do; swimming. Yes, I freaking love swimming. It makes me feel like a mermaid. I want to swim swim but the fact that I don't know where is actually a good place to swim and the extra-ordinary heat from the sun have hindered my noble intention. Jogging? Hmm, No! Why? Because Kuala Lumpur is freaking polluted man! Treadmill? Hmm, my sister uses the treadmill as the place to hang her clothes. So, no space for me to run run LOL

A proof that my treadmill is unusable LOL

My reaction if you ajak me go jog jog :p

Hobbies

Photography? I'm so sad when it comes to Photography. The fact that my laptop is dead already makes me lost my precious photo editor, Adobe Photoshop. Bitch please, we are living in a world whereby photographers use DIGITAL slr. Due to lots of frames that needed to be passed, of course the color, resolution, pixels and etc etc won't be accurate in a digital photo. That's why I need my Adobi (my photoshop's manja name). So, right now I didn't do any photography activity. So kesian my Obi-Wan, (my dslr's manja name) bosan sebab tak dapat tangkap any beautiful photos. Sabar ye Obi-Wan, nanti Mama Tika betulkan laptop okay? xxx

Pets! Yes! I'm a girl with a big heart for animal! Specifically feline and all furry animals. Since I don't have anything to do, I've adopted a hedgehog, and a kitten. My best friend, Sheera and I also went to SPCA to spend time with our furry friends. And I swear, I almost cried looking at the animals' condition there. It was a nice move me and Sheera went there. At least we got a little bit of exposure of what the other side of the world look like. Tak tengok lagi bab manusia. *Sigh*. I've promised myself, if insyaAllah my result SPM okay, I want to do charity works. InsyaAllah.

My New Kitten: Bobot :3

Social Life & Education

Talking about social life, I didn't get to see all of my friends pun. It's okay. I understand that everyone is busy with their own plans. :/ But thank god, there is my little Emil Qadri who is willing to spend time with me although he is busy with his foundation :). Last time I met with few Taiping friends. It was okay, although things were a bit awkward because I dah lama tak jumpa mereka. But, yeah I miss them! I met Sarah during edu fair. Honestly, I planned so many outings with my friends but only 10-20% of them yang menjadi :( But I don't blame them.
Next week result SPM! Ya Allah, I feel numb. I don't know what will be written in that small slip. I'm praying everyday hoping that God grants my wish :'( I dreamed about taking SPM and getting the result most of the time! It's like haunting me, in real life and in dream land! Gosh, I really hope I'll pass with flying colors. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.
I also went to Education Fair, studying in UK last time. It is more suitable for people who finished their pre-University programs. But tak salah kan I nak bertanya-tanya juga. I went to the seminar, and few booths. I asked about three course; Medicine (of course), Veterinary Science, and Molecular Biology/Bioscience. At least from now, I got a clear path on what I will do later.
Oh oh, I also attend Art Class at Malaysian Institute of Art. It was fun! :3

Ok, people. Trust me, if you let me update in this single post, it will be endless!!
Haha, so till the next post
:D

Like A Ninja

It's been such a long time eyh.

Please tell me what actually happened when I'm off to Ireland?

Being the person I shud really be

Oh, I admit it. It ain't easy. On and off.. on and off. This starts to annoy me. I'm annoyed with myself as I can't keep up with the good momentum. -_- Sometimes I feel so motivated. But in a split of second, these stupid satanic voice managed to distract me. Oh Lord, I seek forgiveness, please forgive me and strengthen my Iman. T.T So disappointed with myself. Hopefully when I get back to Malaysia I can push myself and maintain the good momentum!

Oh and last time I tried to put on this selendang and I like this style. If I were going to wear this for good later, I'll wear it like this hihi :3

Anyway sorry for the so mengada pose :P haha
cheerio!
Bye

Masih Keliru.

Sepatutnya sekarang ni semua orang dah tetapkan dalam hati masing-masing course apa mereka nak ambil, lagipun borang UPU semua dah isi. Dah ada yang masuk University. Either private or under any scholar. Sekurang-kurangnya everyone dah nampak lah siapa mereka 10 tahun akan datang.

Sejujurnya, saya ni jenis yang mudah terpengaruh. Memang dalam hati dah ada niat nak sangat pursue Medicine. Medicine medicine medicine. *sigh*. Tapi fikir-fikir balik, dengan course yang agak susah ni, time-constraint nya lagi. I macam kena fikir 2 or 3 kali nak ambik ke tak. But borang UPU, of course most of my choice of Uni semua nak pursue course Medic. But lately, I've been thinking about a job, maybe some of you might laugh at me. Some of you might underestimate me perhaps? Even my parents look down on me when I said I'm considering another course beside Medic. What is it? Lol, I can't believe I'm saying this. But I'm thinking of being a Veterinary. Yes yes, medic jugak kan, tapi for animal :D                                                            

Source: Google Image

The thing is, I like reading articles about health and stuff. But day after days, my passion towards animal lagi kuat lah :3 Maybe holiday dekat Ireland makes me like that. Sebab dekat sini, rasa close to nature. Dengan lots of cute animal nya lagi. But I'm not sure yet, because fikir tak ramai orang ambik this course and peluang pekerjaannya lagi. *sigh* Actually, this is one of my dream job since I kecik lagi. I memang jenis suka binatang. Dulu pernah bela banyak jenis animal. From sea fishes, sampailah ayam serama cantik. I really want to feel close to them, learn their behavior, and help them. Impian since kecik ni.Haha. 

But, apa-apa pun, semuanya rely on my SPM result. If result okay, maybe boleh try Medic, insyaAllah :) I really hope I boleh dapat good result. Amin. 

Alasan saya.

Kenapa saya merasakan bahawa sesetengah golongan remaja mempamerkan sikap yang kadang-kadang boleh membuatkan saya tergelak? Saya juga remaja. Saya faham naluri dan perasaan remaja. Kenapa saya berkata begitu? Adalah alasannya. Saya lihat beberapa golongan remaja kini terlampau mencuba untuk menjadi sesuatu yang bukan diri mereka.

Come on people. Be genuine, who you really are. Inikah golongan yang diberi harapan tinggi untuk memajukan negara kelak? Mengenal diri sendiri pun tidak, masakan mahu memimpin dan mengenali negara sendiri? Saya kurang faham di sini. Masalah sosial memang begitu membarah sekarang. Terutamanya dalam kalangan mereka yang baru sahaja menghabiskan kertas SPM mereka.

Zaman selepas SPM inilah yang ditunggu-tunggu oleh setiap remaja. Di mana mereka seloah-olah mendapat kebebasan yang teramat sangat. Konon-kononnya sudah terlepas dari bebanan sekolah. Merasakan diri mereka sudah besar dan layak melakukan apa-apa sahaja kerana kata mereka, saya sudah tidak perlu memakai uniform sekolah. Dan pada masa ini jugalah, ramai yang terlalai sebentar ke sana ke sini mencuba benda baru. Al-maklumlah, nafsu melebihi segala-galanya.

Seharusnya, masa lapang selepas SPM ini haruslah digunakan sebaik-baiknya. Bukannya digunakan hanya untuk tujuan hiburan dan perkara yang membazir masa, wang dan tenaga sahaja.
Our prophet, Nabi Muhammad s.a.w once said, "There are two things that people may take for granted, one, their health. second, their time (masa lapang)"
Marilah bermuhasabah diri, selama berbulan selepas SPM ini, berapa banyak perkara faedah yang kita lakukan. Gunalah masa lapang ini dengan sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah gunakannya untuk melayan nafsu anda yang tidak akan pernah puas itu. Kuatkan diri, kuatkan iman. Majulah bangsa untuk negara.
Haha.

Hello

For some reason, I don't have any idea on what to post in this humble blog of mine. I've been thinking on few issues, but as always, I'm too lazy to elaborate on it. Okaylah, lets do random talk here because I don't have anything particular in mind.

So, recently I've been listening to lots of videos, songs to be exact. because I never actually seen the video. I just clicked the play button and open another tab. Old songs to be exact. When I heard these song, I started to think, 'What the fuck happened to our music industry nowadays?' Quality in a song is the most important thing. There should be a positive message in every song. Even the people in the Renaissance era used music as medium to express their emotions. So, that will explain why classic music has better quality. Look at music nowadays. Mostly revolve around girls, sexy girls, sex, clubbing, fuck. Haiyah, if you're so lapar one, go marry someone lah. Do it legally. Don't have to express your horny feeling to others :s 

So, one of the music that I've been listening to is 

Hihi, I know this sounds kinda cheezy lol. But I can't help but to smile. And every time I listen to this song, the picture of him smiling appear in my head. Cheezzzzzzy much? Sorry *vomit skarang*.  x)

Amagadzz, its Elton John people. Random fact about me, I can easily cry listening to this kind of song. Lol, really sweet one. I bet if he is willing to sing this for me, I'll cry on the spot jugak. Haha. 

Okay, dua pun cukuplah. Tooooo cheezy weeeeezyy hihi, sorry i can't help it. I'm not being cheesy ke apa. Its just me being me. 

New

You're at your top while I'm at my low.

Where is the dynamic equilibrium

I thought such thing exist in us all

Do you ever think of coming up to me and ask me what is wrong

Or even, how are you

No.

Bye