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I thought I found the best damn friends ever. I thought I had found my second family. I thought I had found the people who actually understand me inside out, accept me for who I am. I thought I could create a good memory out of this damn school days. 

Hey, tell me I have too high expectation.

Tell me I was only dreaming

Tell me I've made a fool out of myself in front of you guys

Tell me that you never really care for me

Tell me that I made all the mess

Tell me how you actually define friendship

Tell me

Unlike any other people, 

I can't wait to get my butt out of the school

I can't wait to erase all the memory, no, to forget all the memory

I want to escape from this feeling.

Yes, we're already okay now.
Yes, I've already forgive each and every although some didn't even care to apologize

Yes, I've promised I would never talk about this again

But the pain is just so profound.

As fragile as a crystal,

That is just the way I am. I'm sorry.